So I just here is the cliché end of the year post? hahah!
But first, let me sum up what I did since the last time i blogged.
Well, I wasted my holidays away without doing anything productive.. but at least i hung out with my friends whom I didn't see for quite some time! There was the Montfort bros chalet but it wasn't that fun honestly..There was also the EE Society recruitment camp! Which was A LOT of fun!
Then the second semester started.. It kinda sucks..
My timetable is terrible!
And there was the FAME concert thing where the people from FAME sucked big time. Cocky people. But SCC performances brought the house down! There's also the visit to Lion Studios.. And gosh, I think I might want to Intern there! There was also EE got Talent when I helped
out with under the EE society. And my coursemates won the show! Happy mai kai!
In addition, And the stay over at the loft was great!
And there was this trial show with my band perform! Here's a video!
And lastly, the end of the world. HAHAHAHAH!
Anyway, in summary, this year hadn't been a good one for me.
I mean, I met so many great friends this year, from NP, from AVT, from EE and from SCC.
And I've had many great things happen to me, like a new band: Caliph, my O level and first semester grades and lastly, great classmates, a new family: SCC. And I think I've finally moved on. (:
But the negative things just overweights the positives.
First, my original group of friends from my sec school.. We're all slowly deteriorating and drifting apart.
I haven't been very cheery or been myself since the start of this sem. I've also quit another band of mine: Cryptic Memo. I love those guys, but I just don't like that it's becoming a serious band now. And it really sucks to want to quit but I have to. I feel lonely all the time despite being around friends all the time and i just don't really look forward to life i guess? I might seem happy all the time but honestly, I feel empty and all inside maybe because I have been single for too long. And I just feel so out of place around my family sometimes. And that includes my extended families. I don't hate them, but sometimes I just feel like I just don't belong or something. And I really hate how I cannot get close to a friend of mine who's a girl and everyone thinks that we have something on. It's been happening for too many times in Poly and its damn annoying.
But thankfully, 2012 is going to be over and I can leave all of these behind and hopefully 2013 would be positive for me. See you next year! Bye!
Regards,
Dzul