Letters To God

SUPPPP!

So its been 3 months since I've last blogged so here goes...

Working in Arvato was so much fun! Best job I've had so far!

Everyone there is so nice but until every gets stressful. Its kinda scary.

Anyway.. I earned like a total of $2700 but cpf reduced it to about only $2100 or so?

Oh well, and the stupid part is, I can't seem to bear to part with a single cent

I've earned cause I'm such a fucking miser and that I over think too much. SHIT.
Anyway, I'll miss them all in Arvato. (':

When for a chalet with my bros and I must say, I had a hell of a time.

The getaway which I really needed and we all had crazy fun!

Oh after working was the NP EE bonding camp..

Quite a decent camp really.. But the people there are so nice!

But I felt that is was kinda badly organised..

And guess what, I got the best male camper award during that camp! :d

I don't even know how though, considering I didn't really do much that made me

stand out. Oh well~ Was in the tribe Vanuatu!

So yea, was put into NP's annual Dance For Fund competition.

Thought it was kinda of a drag at first, but its actually kinda fun!

And I wore a pink shirt and make up for the first time!

But overall, I guess the best part of these two events is that I've made a lot

of good friends and how happening the EE crowd were.

This is a video of the actual performance

So sometime after that Lessons started..

I don't like it as about 4 modules I take now has nothing to do with my course now.

But of course, I did try somehow cause I want a high GPA! I must make it to uni~

My eltech lecturer is kinda of an idiot and my as always my maths is forever pulling me down. I HATE THIS.

And whoever told me that poly is to enjoy life LIED. I find myself not having enough personal time because of poly stuff. I'm like reaching home very late every day and a lot of work on my hands as well. Oh well, at least the people nice still..

But I can't stand of my course mates.

One weirdo who treated me as if I was her freaking boyfriends despite only knowing

for two days when that happened.

A couple of "princesses" who think they are the best and etc.. Annoying people.
But the group I usually hang out with, are all nice chaps! And I'm definitely sure I'll stick with them till end of poly life. (':

Common tests were last week and I think I'll do pretty decent.

I'm actually hoping my eltech and Maths marks won't be that low as I really want a good GPA.

I miss secondary school life. All those trouble making, trying not to get caught.

The carefree life and etc. I really miss it. I miss 5A2. Secondary school life.. In montfort, will be but a memory from now on. It tears me whenever I remember my time in montfort, the bond I've made. The conflicts with both students and teacher I've had. And my life in NCDCC. Gosh, I miss it all.

And yea, same problems again on a personal note.

I've been over thinking too much and always find myself to be stuck in the past.

Why can't I move on? I don't know why.

And I feel like such a dick for what I did to some people in the past..

I wish I didn't know how to feel guilt. How I wish to move on and find someone new.

Lastly, my dad has been going through the ballooning procedure for a couple of times this year so far. And I hope he lasts for a long time. Although I don't show it, I really love my family a lot despite the lack of communication at home.

I really wish my parents will live long enough to be able to carry their grandchildren in their arms.

Until next time then! Ciaos~